My friends in Haiti took such good care of me, and I am so thankful for the time we had to spend together. We laughed, joked, and enjoyed each other. We argued and got angry. We were protected from a hurricane. We weathered political unrest and the fear of violence. We washed our hands with soap constantly to prevent Cholera. And as I sit on my comfortable couch, I know they are still enduring all these things.
And sometimes I wonder how they do it. Many people in the US live in comfort that if they run out of food, they can go to the grocery store and buy more. If they get sick, they have health insurance to go to the hospital. If there is violence in the neighborhood, the police will most likely do something about it. (This is certainly not the case for everyone in the US. There are people who go hungry here too. There are people without proper medical care. There are some really violent neighborhoods. But it is certainly not as widespread as in countries like Haiti.) I wonder how the Haitians survive, how they find the will to survive. But the answer is not too complicated. I discovered, first, how little materially I needed. Some clothes and food. And maybe some books. And when you don't have all those other things fighting for your attention, its much easier to see the things that really will give lasting comfort. The people around them. And their faith and the hope that only God can give. Through this hope they find the strength to go on. There were times for myself during the past five months that I was only able to continue what I was doing through the strength given to me by God.
Today in church, we were singing "O come, O come Emmanuel". I've always thought it was a really pretty advent song, but it struck me differently today, so much so that tears began to fill my eyes.
O come, O come, Emmanuel,
And ransom captive Israel,
That mourns in lonely exile here
Until the Son of God appear.
And ransom captive Israel,
That mourns in lonely exile here
Until the Son of God appear.
Refrain
Rejoice! Rejoice!
Emmanuel shall come to thee, O Israel.
Emmanuel shall come to thee, O Israel.
O come, Thou Day-spring, come and cheer
Our spirits by Thine advent here;
Disperse the gloomy clouds of night,
And death’s dark shadows put to flight.
Our spirits by Thine advent here;
Disperse the gloomy clouds of night,
And death’s dark shadows put to flight.
Refrain
O come Thou Wisdom from on high,
And order all things far and nigh,
To us the path of knowledge show,
And cause us in her ways to go.
Refrain
O come, Desire of nations, bind
In one the hearts of all mankind;
Bid Thou our sad divisions cease,
And be Thyself our King of Peace.
In one the hearts of all mankind;
Bid Thou our sad divisions cease,
And be Thyself our King of Peace.
Refrain
I hadn't ever really thought much about it, but I always operated under the assumption that this was an Advent song, anticipating the birth of Christ, which has already happened. Which it is. But as I sang "and death's dark shadows put to flight," I thought of the shadow of death that still hangs over Haiti, the fear that lives there. This is also a prayer of petition, asking for the world to be made right. Because it most certainly is not. But the refrain is the confident assurance that someday, all that is promised will be given. "Rejoice!" God is coming! It is both remembrance that Christ has come and a declaration that he will come again. He will come again, and all the things that are wrong in the world will be made right. And that is great hope for us all.
I'm home again, and something is different.
I'm home again, and something is different.
